New Regionalism - Review of New Magazine "California Nothern"

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New Regionalism - Review of New Magazine "California Nothern"

California Northern is a new magazine published biannually about this western plot we call home. It avoids cliche depictions of Napa Valley, Silicon Valley, and leftist San Francisco. It asks us to question who we are and where we are.

Articles outline just how diverse California is. We’ve got ex-hippies, rednecks, techies, valley conservatives, farmers, immigrant workers, left-leaning urbanites, and some straight up paradoxes. Like the redneck-hippy hybrid who has dreadlocks, grows weed, and drives a dirty truck with a George Bush sticker on it.

An interview with L.A. Times veteran journalist, Mark Arax, reveals one common California thread. Our willingness to experiment. What happens in the rest of America happens in California first, he says. This includes movements in civil rights, innovations in agriculture, and  of course the creation of world changing technologies. But considering the diversity and the separateness of all these distinct types of people, is a pioneering spirit enough to hold us together? It’s a question that pops up throughout the pages of the magazine.

The editors of California Northern, claim that they want to document what’s happening here, not depict the world the way they wish it to be. But even in the subtitle, A New Regionalism, I can’t help but sense the desire to create a new way of seeing the world, locally, that can serve as container for all the contradictions. That might mean redefining a somewhat unifying Northern California culture.

Californians have a long tradition of creating new cultures. Or at least trying to. Matt Gleeson’s piece, “Hot Mountain”, tells the tale of black Beat poet, Nestor Groome, who strikes out with a group of idealists to live off the land, meditate, and love freely.

The story is a historical fiction hybrid that questions why Groome faded into obscurity though he was an essential part of the San Francisco Renaissance. It also asks why his blackness is a little known part of his documented history. The answer is an indulgent hypothetical account of rural commune life with Groome’s actual intimates, a group of exclusively white friends. Gleeson’s piece ends with a first-person narration by the ghost of Nestor Groome himself, shifting into paranormal journalistic realism.

Hot Mountain and other articles illuminate the fact that California is the furthest west a pioneering soul can go. Polar ideologies abound and perhaps make room for hybrid philosophies, new ideas and ways of living.

How does that manifest in our time? California experimentation and innovation still abound artistically and technologically, tempered by a connection to the land, local food, and art production.

California Northern shines a light on this part of the state’s past, gives comfort to those trying to understand it right now, and hints ever so slightly at what lies beyond the cultural horizon.

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"Divine Feminism" - Script Excerpt

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"Divine Feminism" - Script Excerpt

INT. YURT - NIGHT

Inside the yurt, a group of NUDE WOMEN sit on woven rugs and sheepskins around the light of a central fire.

They turn to Willa. Cold stares.

BLAZE, a woman with an obscenely long brown ponytail, speaks up.

BLAZE

What are you doing here? 

CHANDRA

She's with me.

BLAZE

Who invited you?

The other women laugh and turn away. They sort wild herbs, chat, and massage each other. 

Chandra walks over and WHISPERS something to Blaze. The whisper spreads.

The women turn again to Willa, dispositions changed.

Blaze carefully selects herbs from a basket and drops them into a large brass tub. She grabs a pot of scalding water from the fire and pours it in. 

Willa INHALES the intoxicating perfume rising with the steam.

HELEN and VIOLET, two girls with pale skin and platinum hair, unzip and pull Willa's wetsuit off. They giggle as the fabric SNAPS OFF of the legs. 

Willa covers herself in embarrassment.

BLAZE

(laughs)

You're more comfortable around men than women.

She ushers Willa to the bath.

WILLA

I'm a shower-person.

BLAZE

You're out of luck.

Chandra helps Willa into the bath. She slips in.

Willa's hair flows back, her head orbited by tiny floating flowers.

WILLA

This feels good.

BLAZE

You've got too much male energy.

WILLA

Another one of my diseases?

CHANDRA

A symptom.

BLAZE

There's an imbalance of female and male energy in the world. Nurturers aren't respected. Intuition isn't respected.

CHANDRA

That's why you've cultivated excess male energy.

WILLA

To get respect.

CHANDRA

As a defense.

Blaze massages Willa's scalp, running fingers through her hair.

BLAZE

You don't have to defend yourself.

CHANDRA

That's a male thing. Stemming from weakness. Because they secretly know...

BLAZE

The universe is female.

CHANDRA

All men owe their existence to a pussy. 

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"Homecoming" - Script Excerpt

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"Homecoming" - Script Excerpt

INT. HOUSE - NIGHT

WILLA sits on the edge of the couch. CHARLIE flips through channels, landing on Fox News. 

A kitchenette connects to the living room, separated by a bar. There, SHIRLEY fries up some sausages -- CIGARETTE in hand.

Shirley, 55, is a once-attractive blonde whose unhealthy habits make her look at least 10 years older.

Shirley lets the food cook, gulps her rum & coke, and takes a puff. All while reading a trashy paperback thriller, "Permanent Fix".

Willa watches, disgusted.

WILLA

I don't want any cigarette in my dinner, Stepmother.

CHARLIE

Don't mind the dangler. Shirley is a gourmet chef. Trust me.

SHIRLEY

(still reading)

The best in the West.

On the TV, flashing news coverage of the war entrances Charlie. But it makes Willa nervous.

NEWS ANCHOR

Today in Afghanistan 60 civilians were killed by US Forces when they received false intelligence from rival tribes. The government is investigating.

WILLA

That happened to us. 

CHARLIE

Well, that's war. At least they were just...

WILLA

Women and children.

CHARLIE

Well, what about my baby boys? They were there to liberate. But those camel cowboys murdered em'. 

WILLA

It's complicated. I went there to honor my brothers. And you.

CHARLIE

You're lucky you survived, young lady. They shouldn't let women on the battlefield.

Willa contains her anger. Slouches deeper onto the couch in the glow of the TV.

Charlie pays no attention. But Shirley sees Willa is in a SILENT PANIC.

SHIRLEY

You need a drink. Come here darlin'. What's your pleasure?

WILLA

You got Bourbon?

SHIRLEY

What kind of a question is that? 

Shirley puts a bottle of Bourbon and a glass on the bar. 

Willa pours herself a large glass and takes a sip. It calms her down.

WILLA

That's better. But this doesn't mean I condone your drinking, Stepmother.

Shirley laughs.

WILLA

How long have you been with daddy now?

SHIRLEY

Charlie and I just celebrated our 10 year anniversary.

WILLA

I lost track. Probably because you eloped! Would have been nice to be at the wedding.

CHARLIE

Stop picking on your mother!

WILLA

Step-mother.

SHIRLEY

Evil Stepmother.

Willa scratches Shirley's head lovingly.

WILLA

Evil Stepmotherrr.

Shirley smiles, puffs, and gets back to her book.

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Your Mind Isn’t All In Your Brain. It Isn’t All In Your Body Either.

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Your Mind Isn’t All In Your Brain. It Isn’t All In Your Body Either.

What Is Non-Local Consciousness?

The mind is not limited to your physical body— consciousness is the essence of all things. This understanding is in direct opposition to the materialist’s worldview.

Now scientists are confirming what mystics have known for millennia. The findings of the Princeton Engineering Anomalies Research explain it well:“There exists a much deeper and more extensive source of reality, which is largely insulated from direct human experience, representation, or even comprehension.”

They call this domain the “Source.”

As stated in the resultant Princeton Engineering Anomalies Research book Filters and Reflections:

"We reject the popular presumption that all modes of human information processing are completely executed within the physiological brain, and that all experiential sensations are epiphenomena of the biophysical and biochemical states thereof.

Rather, we … regard the brain as a neurologically localized utility that serves a much more extended “mind,” or “psyche,” or “consciousness” that far transcends the brain in its capacity, range, endurance, and subtlety of operation, and that is far more sophisticated than a mere antenna for information acquisition or a silo for its storage.

In fact, we … contend that it [extended mind, psyche, consciousness] is the ultimate organizing principle of the universe, creating reality through its ongoing dialogue with the unstructured potentiality of the Source. In short, we subscribe to the assertion of [astrophysicist]

Arthur Eddington nearly a century ago: “Not once in the dim past, but continuously, by conscious mind is the miracle of the Creation wrought.”

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A-theism, A Bridge Between Atheists and Religion

artwork by Gower Parks from England and the Octopus 1928, by Clough Williams-Ellis.

artwork by Gower Parks from England and the Octopus 1928, by Clough Williams-Ellis.

Is it necessary to believe in God to be spiritual? 

Maybe not.

Many folks these days consider themselves to be spiritual but not bound to any particular religion. Around 25% of American’s fall into this category according to numerous polls, while one pole illustrates that 72% of millennials identify as spiritual but not religious. We can assume that many of these folks do believe in God. But many may not.

Being spiritual without a particular belief in God isn’t new. Some traditional religions are basically atheist, or rather a-theist—a term we’ll explore. 

Taoist spirituality lacks an anthropomorphic God. Instead what they call the Tao—literally “The Way”—functions as a universal law or essence. The Way is not a conscious thinking being like you or I, but it maintains a sort of intelligence or consciousness. Most importantly, it gives birth to all things and maintains natural order in the physical and spiritual universe. 

The Buddhists also lack an anthropomorphic god at the the top of their philosophical pyramid, although the concept of spirit remains—as do various deities and etheric beings that are subject to the to natural cycles of change and suffering, just as humans are. Despite there being no God, there is life after death—or at least awareness after death. The spiritual hierarchy of reality is throned by none other than consciousness itself.

Outside of these traditions, what does an a-theist spirituality look like? 

An a-theist spirituality sees the world as utterly connected and beautiful. Some sort of spirit pervades everything. Non-local consciousness is real in this world. A-theist spirituality affirms the the existence of psychic phenomena. 

The theist loves to proclaim that “God is in everything”. But at the same time, our concepts of a celestial giant often don’t fit into our experience of the natural world, or even the spiritual world. We can’t envision a big fat God in an orange, or even a majestic redwood tree. In order to “see God in everything” we are asked to imagine each physical object is a tentacle of a giant God-octopus, its head somewhere off in the sky.

I use the term a-theist, inspired by my uncle, a former professor of anthropology, whose self-proclaimed atheism often irked my Catholic family. One day, when I was older, I asked him about it. He said, “I’m not agnostic, because that’s like saying that I don’t know. I do know what I believe. I say I’m a-theist because, like the Buddhists,  I don’t believe in a personal God.” 

If we cut off the head of the octopus, the tentacles still wiggle. 

So what’s making the tentacles move? What is the intelligence that remains in all of life, though it doesn’t have any sort of head? Equally distributed life force. Holographic creative essence. The big bang with every point as its center.

Biblical authors may have got the garden part of the God story correct. Perhaps God is more plant-like, than Octopus-like. In a spiritual garden every node holds the intelligence of the total organism equally. There is no head. There is no master-brain. But there is natural intelligence and spirit. Nonlocal consciousness.

The a-theist looks at any object or living being as if it were a god.

Everything is divine. The a-theist sees that, fully appreciating each living being and each physical part of the universe as truly miraculous due to its mere existence. When we see the world this way, we can seek to learn from it, and really learn about it—instead of always brushing it off as just a part of God, another clone tentacle.

Trying to see God in everything—instead of seeing the spirit or consciousness in everything—can be a conundrum since we are often taught that God is a mystery that we can’t possibly understand. Therefor, when I look at the orange and say “this is a part of God” the theist program sends my mind away from the object and into the concept of God—which is a confusing haze since I simultaneously believe I can’t possibly understand God. 

My mother, a Catholic school teacher—who went to Catholic school her whole life, including Catholic university—tells the true story of a student so distraught over the concept of God that it was giving him intense headaches. He couldn’t stop thinking about the big fat man in the sky. 

The monsignor came to talk to him one day. He said, “Have you ever made a hole in the sand at the beach and watched a wave fill up the hole? Do you think the whole ocean could fit in that tiny hole?” 

“No,” the boy said. 

The monsignor said, “Well that hole is like your brain. You can’t possibly fit all of God in there.”

The boy, feeling he had official permission, finally stopped thinking about God. His headaches went away.

There are multiple ways to understand this story. It illustrates the infinite nature of the divine. The rational mind often has a hard time grappling with the implications of infinity. Similarly, concepts of quantum physics and non-local consciousness may not sit well with it.

In addition, maybe the infinite universe can’t fit within the finite concept of God. Maybe that contributed to the boy’s headaches. Conceptual pains would understandably increase if one was contemplating the reality of an imaginary anthropomorphic meme.

As a concept—a program—God just doesn’t work. It makes our mental, and spiritual, computers malfunction. A program is a set of commands for achieving a certain calculation. The program of God might actually be a virus that causes us to bypass healthier programs that actually work—like spirit and nonlocal consciousness.

Some historical religions that also saw the God program as virus.

The Gnostics, branches of both the Judaic and Christian lineages, had interesting ideas that mirror our a-theist conversation. 

They believed that the God of the Old Testament was in fact a demiurge, an egoic creator god, that functioned much like a demon. The demiurge was a sort of fallen angel that constructed a false world, a world of illusion similar to that expressed by buddhist concept of Maya. The demiurge sought to enslave the human spirit in its program of hard matter. 

The supreme good—the truth behind the world’s illusion—was, rather, Sophia. Sophia stood for wisdom, the divine feminine essence that permeated the universe. Sounds a lot like the concepts the Tao and nonlocal consciousness doesn’t it?

Feminine Conceptions of the divine provide better spiritual programs.

As stated,the Gnostic concept of Sophia is female. Similarly, the Tao concept has a female tonality, referred to by Lao Tzu as the mother of all things.

Our biblically derived concept of God, however, reflects the ancient male ego engaged in tribal aggression. Tribal battles speckle history, the victor’s deity becoming God, the enslaved culture’s god lowered to the status of demon—or feminized sub-deity if it were lucky. Furthermore, the champion was most often depicted as a warrior-god. No doubt, Yahweh and other male gods were mere cosmic projections of earthly chieftains or big-men.

The goddesses of ancient religions, on the other hand, are often depicted as the mothers and protectors of nature, fertility, and love.

Modern Goddess worshippers, some inspired by women’s rights and neopaganism, are often ambivalent on the issue of monotheism. It doesn’t really matter to a Goddess worshipper whether there are one or many Goddesses because a goddess functions much like nature herself, giving birth to other goddesses and gods the way nature gives birth to myriad flora and fauna. She doesn’t have the macho “there can only be one!” attitude. There can be many.

An anthropomorphic Goddess figure is not the one and only answer to our quest for a vessel of the infinite. However, concepts of the divine feminine serve as a better program for an integral form of spirituality that values, love, nature, justice, and nourishment—without the male concepts of ownership and divine supremacy.

A-bridge. 

The a-theist’s beliefs posit them somewhere between their dogmatic comrades on both sides—traditional religionists and materialist atheists. But they’re also a bridge between the two. The proponents of the divine feminine don’t need the bridge, as they already know how to swim.

A-theist spirituality is intimately engaged with nature. It values science but isn’t blinded by its biases.  All is truly one in the a-theist universe—holographic without the weight of some central star to orbit around. Every point of the universe is the center of the universe, a reality philosophers and astronomers can agree upon.

For the spiritual a-theist, free of God,  various possibilities emerge: meditative bliss, cosmic interconnectivity, lucid dreaming, out of body experiences, healing at a distance. These are benefits both the religious and the atheist have most likely yet to enjoy. (Actually quite a few fundamentalists, religious and atheist, run to either end of the spectrum after being spooked by endeavors in spiritual exploration.)

Perhaps skeptics and materialist atheists shut themselves off to psi phenomenon, and spiritual practice in general, due to an underlying resistance to traditional concepts of God. They sweep all nonlocal spiritual phenomenon under the magic carpet, assuming an irremovable connection of all things nonlocal and spiritual to God. If this is the case, could the consciousness movement budge a bit? Maybe then the materialists might be more willing to explore the emerging scientific phenomenon of nonlocal consciousness.

Our friends on the other-other side of the fence need some help too. The traditional religionists need mystical connection to spirituality rather than dogma structures and threats of celestial punishment. They also need to see the natural world as good, ie. divine. When God is separate from man and nature, threatening us to follow his law, we sacrifice the the sanctity and beauty of life on earth for imagined rewards in heaven. And we destroy our precious resources because we think it really doesn’t matter what happens here.

When you free yourself of someone else’s God—whether it be the big fat man in the sky, a big fat machine of exclusively-material evolution—or an octopus—magical things happen. All of nature blossoms—holographically divine. You’ll want to make the world a better place…maybe even heaven on earth.

 
 

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"LOST VEGAS"- This Poem Was Created As The Result of A Random Tweet

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"LOST VEGAS"- This Poem Was Created As The Result of A Random Tweet

The Story Behind The Poem

Emily Calvin (@KITTEHMIEN) tweeted a request for inspiration. 

I responded, "Los Vegas, who're you? If you could change who'd you cater to?"

She answered back with this...

 

LOST VEGAS

The curse of the human ability to articulate, without understanding the implications

of, the question, “Who are you?” rests at the very heart of humanity’s existential crisis.

I asked Las Vegas, “Who are you?”

It answered, “Streets of neon lights; debauchery, sex, and gambling; night

life; the freedom to express the human draw toward heathenism; the crime scene of

Hunter S. Thompson’s Fear and Loathing; Hunter S. Thompson’s playground.”

Then Las Vegas asked me, “Who are you?”

And I answered, “A heathen; an obsessive traveler with horrible social

anxiety; a masochist; Hunter S. Thompson’s birthday twin; a homebody.”

The question, “Who are you?” is not to be confused with the subtext that often

nonverbally communicates, “Please tell me you’re whoever I want you to be.”

So I asked Las Vegas, “Who do you want me to be?”

And it answered, “The female Hunter S. Thompson with slightly more

discretion.”

And Las Vegas asked me, “Who do you want me to be?”

I answered, “Free from the corruption of money and greed.”

And when the answer to, “Who are you?” is incongruent with the answer to “Who do

you want me to be?” we must then ask what needs to change and why, in order to

challenge the integrity of who we really think we are or want to be.

So finally, I asked Las Vegas, “What would you change about me and why?

And Las Vegas answered, “I would throw out your intuition and give your

a set of balls; I would rid you of your fear of going too far; I would rid you of your

fear…because I would like to see you loosen the fuck up and learn that fun does not

always lead to tragedy. I would like you to be less focused on the appearance of our

city and more focused on what our city, and any city, has to offer to artistic, creative,

hedonistic minds like yours.”

Then Las Vegas asked me, “What would you change about me and why?”

And I answered, “The neon lights; the overstimulation; the pathetic

attempt to mask the misery of debt and addiction…because I would like to see less

corruption and more love. I would like Las Vegas to cater to a people focused less

on partying for partying’s sake and more on transforming a culture of excess into a

culture of free, artistic expression.”

But the only valid answer I have found to the question, “Who are you?” is, “I am

whoever I want to be, wherever I am and whatever I’m doing.”

- Emily Calvin, emilycalvin.com @KITTEHMIEN

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